Riley Alcorn's English Blog

 In a persons life they go through many hardships and regret is one. Some people may dwell on that regret and others may forget about it. I personally do both. I dwell on them for a while but eventually it goes away until I randomly think about it. I haven't had the biggest regret of my life but there are somethings that I do regret. For instance, pushing certain people away. I know I'm not the most perfect person and I've done some pretty shitty things but the one I hate the most is pushing people away that meant a lot to me. I never mean to do it, nor do I intend harm but it just happens. I recently have pushed away a few people that meant the absolute most to me and I severely regret it because now I feel like I have no one.  For many other people their regrets involve the word "Not" but mine doesn't. It doesn't follow the pattern of regrets. Those people are normally able to fix it easy, but mine would be a lot harder to fix. By pushing those people aw...

      I have gone through many trials and tribulations in my life, but none of them ever deterred me. Ive never really had something told to me that made me think my life has been a lie, but there is one thing that I am starting to not believe in anymore. Many people meet someone when they least expect it and then a beautiful relationship blooms out of it and those people are the happiest they can be, but that is not the case for me. I have heard the saying "Its not you, its me." way too many times in my life, which makes me always believe it's my fault. I know that as I grow with age the saying means less but that is one thing I do not really trust and that makes me second guess myself. Most of the time the relationship with that person never ends well but there are a few cases where we are still really close friends and talk to each other daily.