English Post #9

 In a persons life they go through many hardships and regret is one. Some people may dwell on that regret and others may forget about it. I personally do both. I dwell on them for a while but eventually it goes away until I randomly think about it. I haven't had the biggest regret of my life but there are somethings that I do regret. For instance, pushing certain people away. I know I'm not the most perfect person and I've done some pretty shitty things but the one I hate the most is pushing people away that meant a lot to me. I never mean to do it, nor do I intend harm but it just happens. I recently have pushed away a few people that meant the absolute most to me and I severely regret it because now I feel like I have no one. 

For many other people their regrets involve the word "Not" but mine doesn't. It doesn't follow the pattern of regrets. Those people are normally able to fix it easy, but mine would be a lot harder to fix. By pushing those people away they have lost trust in me, and trust is a really big thing that many people don't have. Without trust you never know if a person is being honest and truthful. Coming clean and being truthful can help me get rid of my regrets, but I know that is a challenge that is very hard to over come and it'll take time and space to get through it. So how I can help is by fixing myself, giving it time, and being hurtful with myself as a person. Maybe someday I can fix those bonds with those people.